i'm more out of the ranch than here right now, things are crazy, sometimes a bit mental and totally amazing. there is a lot of love and sweet family feeling, and as i'm approaching the time when i will leave again there are mixed feelings in this little heart. i've been there before, i know how hard it is. but new times, new adventures. i'm going north and that means more mountains and snow! what more is there to ask for? struggling with my winter longing, as usual, but we're getting there. dreaming about future, about next summer, about new zeeland and guiding and about actually having a home. will happen, but not now. later. now i'm heading out for a week in the bush, then roadtrip, then alberta! life is an adventure. gotta love it.
