closer to you

there is a little cloud inside, something dark, sad, heavy to carry around. it is just so hard to understand, that things can be so unfair. so very very unfair. so there is a little knot in my throat, a tiny bit of shared sorrow for a family that didn't deserve this. no one deserves this. luckily death goes hand-in-hand with life, and today i got the sweetest announcement, through cyberspace, the most beautiful and happy thing in a while. lit up the world, gave some lost hope back. just what was needed. even though it's not my sorrow or my luck it affects. i'm pretty here and now nowadays. but some things just affect. and made me wanting to send some extra alberta-love to my outstanding, fantastic sister. you're the best.

and i will always be your soldier. ♥